Suicidal thoughts isn’t a good thing and actress Tonto Dikeh is thankful that she has gotten over it.
She took to her instagram page this morning to talk about how she struggled with being suicidal, being angry all the time and how she overcame it all.
Her words below:
- “Woke up reflecting on who I was and how far I have grown
spiritually, womanly & physically. I had so much anger, So much
venom, so much Hate to give. I didn't understand y neither did i give A
hoot. I thot life Was all i Saw, Most of my anger Came from my Childhood
(but i did have a great hood), Some came from Been Sick, Another came
from been motherless,etc. Darlings i was broken,i was a walking
disaster, A ticking time Bomb. I was on a suicide part on a regular
sigh# Bottom line I Saved me, I got to realize that no1 cares about your
Pain/hurt or life, people already have too much on their plate Or are
more Angry about life than u I came to understand that without me the
world wld still go on with nothing missed n might even be a better
place,you might b missed for a day,week,years but i bet u u gonno b so
forgotten wen its time* i came to understand that change i needed was
inside me,We really don't maximize our God given Authority AS Gods
creations#PRAYER#
*I came to realize that Anger is a more deadly messed up illness than CANCER,my anger was the shield btw i and happiness,Love,Life,etc* I came to realize that my future depends on me letting go of all the hurt/Anger/Negativity and fully committed2 God and living a good life** I did realize a couple of things about self love,God/Allah,Food,We RE barely existing n not living without God*Good food is fuel for your mind, soul n body** Release yourself today from Your Burden/Anger/Pain and truly discover a life of constant joy in his grace.. I didn't turn born again or nothing i just realized that I AM SPECIAL.. Good morning Angels #TODAY I CELEBRATE 4YEARS OF CONSTANT ELECTRICITY IN MY HOME NOT NEPA THOU LOL
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